clear~

da berapa hari dah. nak rindu pon da macam xda feeling. busy sgt bekerja kan. works comes first kan. eh x x. family comes first , works comes second. then .....

ok diam dah. ok lah tuh. 59 saat. dari xda. ok lah tuh 2-3 keping, dari xda. haha. *sendiri tau mmg x ok , tp nak wt cane nak sedapkan ati sendiri* . aku pon kena paham kan. :)


da, nak wat ape yg ptot. ape yg ptot ptot tuh? haa, itu yg korang xperlu dan xptot nak amek tau. hehe. brain freezed. tp bukan sbb slurpee. sbb otak jem xtau nak wtpe da. da xtau nak rase ape. da xtau nak pikir ape.
oh btw, rindu kawan baik  sem 1- sem 2 first year dulu. lama da x wat study grup sama2 tp sebenarnye membahan org jek lebih. hee.



ok lg 1. berpada pada lah kalo nak huha huha pon. limit masih ada. sampai kadang2 aku pon bosan tgok. lg kan org lain. kann. just nak menjaga air muka kawan2 gak. hee. ok, toodles.

p.s: entry celaru ke aku yg celaru?

mood : assignment

ye ye, mmg mood da mai. tp still xtau nak wtpe. haha, aku ni mmg kena bersuapp jek keja nye, speaking of suap. rindu lah kat org yg selalu menyuap saya. apa khabarnyaa pujaan hatiku, aku di sini, .. lalala. eh lagu suaraku berharap lak masuk. haha, btw, tuh lagu fevret sy ye skang. awhh. lirik die kan. grr, maniss kot. hehe. esok the whole day xda kelas sbb taxation cancel. yee cik shida. sila jeles ok. hehe. ade pape kata hikmah x harini, oh xda. hidup macam gtu jugak. nak sakit hati kt sape2 pon xlarat. mungkin ke semakin malass. yee, mmg ye. saya akui. oh semakin malas dan semakin gemuk. ok , dah diam. suke aku lah kan nak gemuk * gigih nak kurus ni , tp xnk senam * ok, khayalan jek lah kan nak kurus tuh. semakin syg jugak kt bilik ni. tnpa bilik ni dan lptop ni kan. hidup ku mmg lahh . ahh, xda kehidupan lah. semakin tua ni kan, makin malas da nak g menggonjeng , berjengket, berjimbaa dan macam2 lg lah. kalo skang ni kuar berjalann ngan babyboyy jek lah. yg selalu, tp tuh pon skang kami main line lepak2 umah dgn ibu ayah angah bagaii. kuar ngan asik aku kdg2 jek. buzyy jek ngan shamal die tuh manjang. kuar ngan membe kdg2 gak. membe pon ade boy. baek kuar ngan boy ye x? haha, membe pon ade besfren lain. kite ni dicari time perlu jekk. wowowo, aku xckp pasa sesiapa ok. no heart feelings. hee. ehh, td kate aku xda kata hikmah. pnjang jelaa gak bebel. ok, da enough. badan da panass. ubat da makan. cerita da download . ape lg. selamat tinggal dunia alam mayaaa . *wahh gteww kan *
hee. :)

rindu tuan punya sweater ni.
da xda baunye da, bauu aku yg wangi ade lah
erkk. HAHA

p.s : cant sleep through the pain :)

ai know, ai know

that i miss u lah gilakk!
grr -__-'

p.s : no comment, erkk ok!

2.55

HOTEL FOR DOGS. pon bolehh . hee. tataaa

smpi dah dia

ok. weekend yang best dan xbest. yang best nye. cukup tidoo. sgt sgt cukup. aku xpernah secukup tido macam weekend ni. lagi lagi lah badan xsedap. makan ubat. tumbang. makan ubat tumbang. mmg seronok ah kan tido. smpi hidung berdarah pon xperasan. haha, tp kan . smpi bosan, bosan gak. dgr kata ade keja kena wat. assgnment. tp xtau lah ape yg kena wat. dgr cter gak projek banyak. tp projek ape eh. gtu jek lah aku. suke sgt dgr cter. haha. ok. da. nak bace lamebook. nak gosok gg, nak isya'. then tido. ehh, tidoo lg kau. hahaha





p.s : rindu pulak kt pakcik
ngan die xpernah ade cukup mase nak tido
heee
______ *isi tmpt kosong*

tuhan berikanlah aku cinta :)

almost, makin hampirr. awhh, sy syg awak  :)

p.s : i never get bored with u

p/s: i love you

 just finished watching this movies. 6/10 . i like the element of a man that is so romantic and thoughtfull of his wife or gf. hell, where to find that kind of guy in a real world. kan kan. heee. i want letters for myself too. yaa right, in my dreams .hehe

and watching this movie makes me miss this. erkk, i mean him :)

you will always be my sweet sweet song sayang <3

p.s : back to normal :)

diari ramadhan aku lak. haha. amaran : mengandungi unsur memualkan.

yeaahh, cuti raya aku spendid sgt. org lain balik ukm 20 hb. aku 23 baru smpi haha.

pakcik ade kt jb 17- 23 hb, xkn lahh den nak balik bangi awal lak kan.haha

7 ari pakcik kt jb, 2/3 ari jek aku tido umah sendirik. buzy kt umah mertua manjang

hahah

ok, ni diari ramadhan aku lak. paper midterm ade 2 naik raye, tp aku tpp gigih beraya. hehe

oh btw, paper td da abes, tuh yg hupdate blog. hee

FRIDAY :  he's at jb!. woohoo. open house umah jan :)

SATURDAY : open house umah kami. ehh , i mean umah pakcik

hee ! * penat gile time ni *

my sayang and my sayang!

i miss u already :)

SUNDAY : movies at tc and karok with the siblings!

candid. yup huduh an an an an. HAHA

MONDAY : beraya dgn pakcik dan family nye

location : kota tinggi dan sewaktu dgnnye

ok, cpt syg, wt muke burukk. haa nah.
 amekk kau.buruk sgguh
heee

asal itu mukaa ade macam itu apek jugakk tp gelap juga adaa

TUESDAY : beraya lagi dgn mereka

location : gelang patah andd pontian yaww

bf lama sy && bf bru sy HAZIQ  *comel comel*

my mok mok <3

aku yg mok mok. HAHA

 WEDNESDAY : at lastt, a date for us. some one on one time

location : tc, tesco , bbu , mydin, pelangi indah, tasek ,blablabla. *byk sgt* haha

makan makan McD , yummy!

watched 4 madu, ahkakk shukkeee!

picnic at the tasek. dunkin donuts. nyum nyum :)

feeed the fishesss!

THURSDAY :  we have to go back to normal. 

destination : bangi , alamanda, ukm, bye syg!

nomnom, grrr :D

muke dapat duet raye.
thanx syg!

lepas die antar aku balik ukm. die pon berangkat pulang ke tmpt beliauu bekerja, ahaa. rindu da awak sygg.
jumpe lg nnti k. kendurii angah lak yee! heee. mmuah2, thanx 4 a splendid break. :)

p.s : nk tidoooo puas2 . hehe

i dont really need you now

susahh kan , kalau semua salah orang lain kite nampak, tp salah kite , kite nak perasan pon x, biasalah , lumrah hidup . nnti da terhantuk baru nak terngadah. ye lah, nmpk jek kau ni kuat kat luar, dalam sape tau kan. nasib baik aku mampu fikir rasional lg. malass lah kalo hari hari nak macam gni. aku tertekan sedih bukan ada org tau pon kan. tp really, sekarang aku xda org yg aku leh harap betul2. xda langsung. tp xpe, ok biasa2 jek. kita x boleh harap org layan kite baik macam kita layan org. mmg aku xlayan sesetengah org dgn baik. tp bg sesetengah yang lain aku layan baik, ptot ke nak macam s**l perangai ngan aku. come on lah kan. grr, da da. isi post kali ni pon xda maksud sbnrnye. tiada kaitan dengan yang masih hidup ataupon yang telah mati *kalo ade, kaitan nye ckit jek kot* hahaha.

family comes first, then what comes second? third?




p.s: balik bangi esok
xsggup nak duk jb lamo lamo.
errk ,ade tiket lg x gaknye?
hee

i wanna i wanna touch youuu~~

macam macam manusia sekarang ni . haha. and degil kan aku nih, xdgr ckp diri sendiri. yg g wat lg tuh nape? grr, oh btw. esok lah wey. esok!. ke malam ni eh? tggu jek lahhh. heee :D

see, muke penat die. siann. xcukup tidoo.

tp mmg suke gtu kan. hee, nak wt gane aann. :)

p.s: 

une jours pour aller, à bientôt mon amour

good grief

disappointment, nowadays it has becoming a major issue in my life. 

to dear friends,- who we will always said that we go through thick and thin together, i guess thin are easier to get through than the thick one, but its ok. i am used to it.


to dear loved ones - words cannot express how i feel.


to you - looks like the quotes action speaks louder than word is totally overrated. even words cannot be say, what more can i expect from action.


to me - remember , those who are not capable of taking care your heart, doesn't deserve you taking care of their hearts 




p.s: _____




p.s.s: btw, da tgok step up 3. ye ye aku lmbt kan
okok jek. 3/5

berlalulah sudah ramadhan

wootwoot, da raya kann. perasaan beraya = null. nothing differed from any other years. same old routine. haha, nak balik kampung pon dlm 1 tmn jugak. pfft, xjauh sgguh. teringin nak balik kg jauh2 ckit dr jb. dulu ada gak batu pahat, tp semenjak arwah tokbah ngan tokmak da xda. da xpergi sana. ntah sape2 jek yg ada kt kmpung tuh, sgguh xkenal. myb sbb keluarga belah abah tuh sgt berkembang. if u know what i mean. haha, selamat lah kt tv banyak cerita. smbil on9 smbil tgok tb, smbil makan kueh raya. ohh tahun ni aku ngan si gonjeng adikku tuh, wat cornflakes madu. manisss gila. sbb kami ade wat 5 versi yg berlainan. tuh yg rasa pon lain2 setiap balang. tp yg penting sume pon manis. gg da sakit ni. xleh makan banyak2 sgt dah. hehe. ohh ayah pakcik bagi sebalang besar kuih cakar ayam. ohhh, fevret tuh. kalo gg ni x sakit aku leh tarah benda tuh sehari da abes. xsbar nak tggu gg balik. 




 ohh btw, selamat hari raya kedua. tp start isnin ni, aku da kena get my study gear on. naik2 jek ade paper 24 n 24 nnti. aku lak mayb nk extend cutii sbb pakcik dpt cuti nnti so die balik jb. xkn ah nak biaq die sorng2. gilaaa. lg pon lama x date secara sempurna. hee, xsabr xsabar. oh counting down the days. biar lah org lain dapat jumpe bf ari2, biarlah mereka beraya bersama2. nnti turn aku lak geng. hahahaha






ok puas membebel. now the pictures :)


opps, cancel mau upload. berukband ini lombab nak mampuihhh. heee. 

p.s : senyap jek malam ni .hmm

today was a fairytale

eh xda lah fairy tale sgt, biase2 jek. haha. kuar ngan si gonjeng2 jb. sape lg kalo bukan mereka2 yg wajib. pic upload later, waiting from fatin to uopload it. 

toodles, wey esok nak rayee da (erkk xda feeling )

p.s : sepi jek hari2 ku tnpa kau di sisi ( bahahahahaah )

p.s : ai miss you today!

aii luevvveee euuww

kekasih hati :)

selamat tiba di jb babyy dgn kekasih hati. terima kasih kepada ucop and jaa yg sggup tggu smpi my tua tuh smpi. hee. smpai2 jb, terus bersahur dgn family pakcik. first sahur di jb dgn pakcik da meriah bagai, ade ikan siakap masak stim , udang masak ape ntah, mcm2 bagai lg lah. perut da kenyang xleh trus tidoo. on9 jap seround due ngan syg sy tuh, mandi then trus gedebushh tido , die kul 6 lebih kot bru tidoo, gigih on9 ngan abg nye. haha. esok nye ade event buke puasa ramai2 anjuran keluarga mereka lah. aku konon nak tolong pg2 lah, sedar2 kena kejut ngan pakcik kul 12 tgah hari ++ , ishh anak dara hape ke nye wt peel x elok. haha, dgn xmandi trus tolong ape yg ptot kt dapur, kelentang kelentung sana sini curi2 on9 , kul 4 gerak kuar ke kedai ngan pakcik ituu. dgn muke masing2 xmandi lg. haihh, not molek, sgguh not molek. haha. da ke kedai beli ais bgaii tibe2 , trus decide nak ke bazar. haha mmg haru kot due2 xmandi dgn muke serabutnye, trus ke bazar cr kudapan2 tmbhn ringan untuk majlis nnti. haha, walaupon gtu, masing2 sgt sayang menyayangi ( erkk ,euww! ). malam event goes on well walaupon kami rushing mengejar waktu berbuka, selamat smpt mandi .


haha, malam nye ke PASO BUMBONG, anjuran JOHO. ermm, 4 me lah, the event was not grand as it is was publicized to the public. but however, i managed to grab a top. hee, thanx syg. and ya, we went with syg's friend PAK MALAU. hee , his fb name. and while there run into the always kaki JOHO, broo. haha, after walking 15 minutes at the event we went to PASAR KARAT,  also nothing excites me much there. is jb becoming boring or it is just me. but i'm glad to be home :) . we left bandar for good, and lepak-king at a restaurant in pelangi indah. blabla yada yada, men talking, woman boring. haha, around 2-ish we left for home. chill out , on9 together with syg and his friend. sahur  again with the family, and off to bed. and and the sad thing is, the next day , pakcik had to left jb. grr, how i miss him already, and now i am all alone without my bf here . but it is ok. will see him in 2 weeks time , andd mayb going to the beach with him and the family ( both sides of family ). weehuuu.  tomorrow a friend of mine from primary school ask to join them for a break fast at cs. but i cant go. i have my plan tomorrow. will be baking kuih raya ! ngee. and also will go out to shop with the ever lovely satu kepala sister of mine the day after tomorrow. cant wait. need pump badly! . hee, oh and yaa, i cant decide which baju kurung will i be wearing for the first raya. ok. later!





p.s : marathon-ing all the movies in home. 
yes absolutely my fevret :)

6 hours

 to go, and then i 'm off to jb, my home. currently excited to try on all my baju raya, its not that i'm the typical woman that will get all dressed up and dolled up for raya especially , its just that this is the first time in so many years i am excited about what i am wearing for raya, in the past years, tomorrow is the eid, the night before i will be looking for my outfit. haha, yup no preparation at all. and i got tonnes of outfit this year, 2 was given by pakcik's mom, 2 by mom, 2 by my sis ( we have matching clothes but different colours :D ) andd another one that i've bought for myself. wahh, yum yum, splendid i must say. but i wonder, when wil i have the chance to wear all of them , i'm not the kind of person that is super duper excited to go visit the relatives, yup , i am that lazy, i prefer staying home , watch movies and eating. yom yom. hahaha. and also this year like any other years, i've got a matching oufits withe my sayang, it is a must ok. we have been together for 3 years now.

 the first year we are wearing  :

 PURPLE

the second wass : 

BLUE

and this year is :

we are going GREEN :)

p.s:packing up my stuff for tonight

i will be leaving you room for almost 3 weeks. 

;")

caramel for me :)

haha, beli jugak caramel pudding a.k.a gula hangus tuh. haha, xpernah rasa pon, ye aku tau, jakon besar an. duluk pon x aku. grr, hee. amacam blog template baru? ada cun x? malas nak tukar banyak2 sgt design. aku ni bukan rajin nak dok install banyak2 benda kt blog ni. follower xda , link ke blog lain xda. sbb bg aku blog ini tempat personal aku nak luah something, mayb bukan secara directly tp aku akan berkias. so paham-paham sendiri lah. macam sekarang ni, banyak sgt benda aku nak berkias. tp aku tahan jek lah. tp yg penting when i am willing not to be me once more, you should appreciate it. itu sahaja kiasan untuk hari ini. oh ya btw, myspace baru sgt canggih kan. too bad fb masih lagi mendahului. hee.

p.s : empty :)

whats goes around comes around

tiba2 lak rasa sedih. bnyak sgt hepi kot. xpe lah.. keadaan xmengizinkan . so kepada aku , sila diam- diam. 

p.s: need  to SLEEP!

taxation

lagi 3 jam paper tax. and aku x tido lgsg. tahniah. stady da lepas insyaallah tp minda aku kalo nak exam mmg ligat berputar. mta xngantuk tp badan letih sakit. tp still xleh tido. i hate lah penyakit aku nih. rase nak hentak pale kt dinding kasi pengsan. at least badan aku dpt rehat kan. da nak taip pon da xlrat. macam mana nak jawab paper kang. erkk. choow